MummyLicious Me

First Day @ Work Again..

2011-04-10T18:30:00.000+08:00

Never have i've been soooo relaxed on the first day of my new job... And its going to be like so throughout the rest of my employment.. Like WOW....

My new collegues felt like we've been friends for long.. Friendly and approachable.. what more could i ask for? The kids? Just like mine.. Adorable and funny, they bring so much joy it doesn't feel like work.. Just like bbsitting a few kids for the day... everyday.. The downside is that we need to be very healthy to fight off the virus they came in with like flu and cough.. Hopefully fruits, vitamins and zumba is enough to boost my immunity..

Happy to be working there and i hope i can enrol Shaura soon.. Will update more.. Keep in touch!

XOXO, PoshieMama

March Madness!

2011-03-11T09:30:00.001+08:00

Now that my girls can "speak" for themselves i am happy to say that they are now officially ready to be posted to childcare hahaha.. Cruel mom? No... It's for their own good.. Not trying to be a tiger mum (i'm a rat mum) but in order to survive and be successful, exposure it what they need... Of course i'll still be around to protect them..

Now that i'm ready to be a preschool teacher i might as well send them to the same centre i'm working in.. As they say, its killing two birds with one stone... Feeling excited!! Hee :P

This will be a new chapter for us, now that they are going to school....

XOXO, PoshieMama

Updates!

2011-02-03T19:30:00.001+08:00

OMG! Almost 2 months since i've updated.. Nothing much happened really... Just the usual crazy days with 3 kids in 1 hse fighting and crying all the time... Peaceful only when they're all asleep.. Ferrying them to and fro to meet both our parents..

Tiring and very taxing for the both of us.. Badly needed time-out.. Couldn't go for honeymoon this yr cos Hubby's still in Year 2 semester 3, add that to his shift work and its impossible to go for even a 3D2N hols..
Hubby agreed to go on a date this Valentine's.. Sigh.. Could only afford to go on dates now.. No one willing to care for 3 kids for a few days.. I'd bet even a maid will run away screaming pulling her hair off...

Too bad for us.. But at least our bedrooms are perfect... The girls will love growing up in their room together and we have our bedroom done up perfectly for us to rest and destress.. Good enough to compensate for missing our honeymoon this yr :)

XOXO, PoshieMama

December Member

2010-12-05T09:00:00.001+08:00

Sheesh... its been a month since i've blog.. too many activities, too tired to update anything... And this month will be extra busy.. Sigh... Mummy never gets a holiday :(

Turns out Humaira's nursery teacher didn't teach her alphabet writings... She said Mummy have to do the job and give her a crash course! WTH? Useless..

Okay... Muffin's been doing well so far... Halfway thru now... Hope she can master the alphabets and numbers by end of the month.. She loves painting.. Her masterpieces are so cute i put them up on the wall :)

Shell Family Day @ Wild Wild Wet, wedding invites, zoo outing with Uncle Aie, gathering with poly mates, bbq @ chalet & mum's 2nd home.. Mummy's fully booked for the month.. Will Mummy ever get a break?!

XOXO, PoshieMama

November, the month for family bonding...

2010-11-02T16:00:00.000+08:00

Before this month came, everything had already been planned out... This friday the 5th is Deepavali and i will be bringing the girls to Resort World along with their aunts.. Hope i can hold on to my sanity throughout the day as Hubby will be on duty..

On Sun there's 2 wedding invites to go to.. Next friday, it'll be a family road trip to where else.. Genting Highlands!! Its a heaven for kids up there... Even Mummy is excited too haha... Happy to have her girls enjoy themselves.. Pretty soon it'll be my darling Humaira's 4th birthday.. Gosh.. It feels so fast... She speaks fluently now and we can have proper conversations at last.. Of course she's still a little selfish with her sisters but we'll give her time to grow up..

Lotsa family bonding this month.. School hols are coming in three weeks time and i don't wanna think about that for now.. Let's just hope i'll survive the 3 weeks first..

XOXO, PoshieMama

Lost In JobsSection

2010-10-22T07:00:00.005+08:00

Went for a few interviews... Turns out they want weekends too... Jobs are so demanding these days no wonder ppl keep quitting their jobs to find another! And those are singles looking for a job they enjoy doing.. What about a mother of 3 toddlers like me?

Looks like i'm opted out when it comes to working office hrs which almost always end late till 9pm, with sundays burnt as well... Definitely no time to spend with kids, what more myself.. I'll definitely get burnt out this time... Working shifts are impossible as i don't always get to work day shifts only..

Guess it's not time yet for me to work but to be a supporting mom and wife for my family... Daddy got to do part-time between his shift work and studies.. Hope he'll manage.. Love you all the more sayang.. *muakz*

XOXO, PoshieMama

Time for Mummy to Go Work!!

2010-10-13T07:00:00.000+08:00

Sigh.. my girls are growing up too fast now.. in 2 years time all three will be in school... Daddy's pay will not be enough for all 3 school expenses till he graduates in 3 years time...

So its up to Mummy to save the daaaaay! Got to go work.. but of course it has to be a 5 days work week with NO ON-CALL... Sheesh... Dun tink i wanna go back to nursing coz the job is always too much too handle and the pay is always too little and you'll never do anything elso no matter how high you go... but i'll never regret learning the skills... very useful to use throughout your whole life...

So... i decided for the time being to be a preschool teacher ( which i've wanted to do after 'O's' but dad says no :P) and its also the right time for me now so i can monitor my daughters while teaching :)

Let's see how it goes from here... Hopefully this job will be alright (cross fingers)...

XOXO, PoshieMama

KKKL!!

2010-10-11T19:30:00.004+08:00

Feels like a gazillion years since i've blogged. As usual bz with the girls much...

Brought the girls out for a swim... Eqa of course cried when Abah brought her into the pool... but she enjoyed it very much later, not wanting to get home when its almost 7pm... Will definitely bring Shaura the next time when Ibu can swim too :)

We only brought Eqa for our trip to KL.. It was actually a trip for Abah and Uncle Wawan coz of MotoGP in Sepang but of coz since Uncle Wawan's wedding is coming, Ibu as his wedding planner has to tag along to guide him.. He plans to have it next year on the 5th of June.. I thought it was a cool date ( 5 + 6 = 11) hehe..

May this planning be a smooth one and hopefully i'll plan for Dila too in 3 years time! ;)

XOXO, PoshieMama

Ka-ching!

2010-09-15T09:00:00.001+08:00

Hehe.. So happy get to go Jln Raya.. Have gone visitng for four days now.. Counted the money my girls have received and with Ibu and Abah's hard work, they've got $400 each! Woo-hoo!!

Well, we couldn't Raya much the first week coz Abah has exam and classes next week.. Hopefully we can continue visiting again on the 3rd weekend..

How was it like to Jln Raya with three toddlers? Tiring, definitely, ferrying all of them from house to house; adding on the diaper changing and milk feedings... But it's worth the fatigue when you see your child smiling and shrieking with happiness when they meet their friends.. But i'm still wishing they would grow faster haha..

Speaking of growing, Shaura FINALLY decided to walk independently on Hari Raya.. That girl sure has a knack for making herself remembered in everything she does.. Well, thats her specialty of course..

Eqa, she growing up too fast. Always want her lips glossed and a spray of perfume before heading out. Can still ask "Comot, tak?" after giving back her milk bottle when drinking outside.. *Ibu roll eyes*

Humaira has finally recovered from her fever and cough.. She's socializing more than ever now, sitting beside girls ard her age that she met.. I'm glad nursery works for her.. But she's still in her own world sometimes; need to call out loud a few times before she responds to you.. Ibu still need to be a bit more patient with you love..

Well, thats all for now.. Will update again if i have time to spare hehe..

XOXO, PoshieMama

Eid Ul Fitri!!!!!

2010-09-06T16:00:00.000+08:00

This weekend Raya costumes are all ironed and ready, can't wait to wear them hehe.. Feeling like a kid all over again.. Get to meet the relatives we've lost touch whom we met only once a year.. Hope to see them again.. Hubby got his Raya leave on the 3rd day (next yr must ask Ravi to pick for us again hehe!).. so happy we get to go out Raya for the whole weekend... Maybe i get to meet Kak Eza again after working with her for only 3 months.. :P

This year Raya have 5 weekends to celebrate! Must go for Raya with friends... Got loads to catch up on.. Hopefully everybody can make it, the more the merrier.. Lots of smiling faces to snap!

XOXO, PoshieMama

3rd Week of Ramadhan..

2010-08-30T18:15:00.003+08:00

Fiuh! Glad shopping for Raya is over! Couldn't take anymore of shopping with 2 kids while fasting! Well, we didn't bought much.. Just new clothes, drinks, kuih... and plastic tablecloth.. Budget BIG TIME for this raya.. But Alhamdulilah, everything we have now is more than enough for all of us :)

So relieved that most of the 11yrs of junk had been cleared. We've settled the rooms for our princesses and now they sleep soundly.. Hope they'll get well soon.. Still got lots of dust bunnies to clear but that will be Hubby's job as i'm in charge of kids and food for break fast!

Can't wait for the cleaning spree to be over..

XOXO, PoshieMama

Into the 2nd Week of Ramadhan

2010-08-23T08:45:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, i have the strength to do my mummy stuff again.. My body have adjusted to the fasting clock.. So now i can cook, clean and care for the girls... Bought a few dramas to keep me busy too hehe..

Celebrated my birthday and anniversary last Friday.. The moments were precious.. Without the girls to interrupt us, we had a quality time together. Too bad we couldn't do that often.. Sigh.. Can't wait for all 3 to go to school so Ibu and Abah can have quiet time together. Big thanks to Nyayi and Kak Izah for their help!

Humaira may have a crush in school. Was so shocked when i heard her saying bashfully "Afiq hold Maira hand. Maira princess, Afiq knight." Turns out when i asked Mum she said the boy's name is not Afiq but something else.. LOL.. My first jewel has grown up too fast hehe.. So cute.. Abah dia dengar dah keluar rambut putih hahaha....

XOXO, PoshieMama

Kurma and terawih.. Welcome Ramadhan....

2010-08-14T08:45:00.002+08:00

Now comes the time when we will wake up @ 5am for breakfast, skipping lunch altogether and eat dinner @ 7pm; So we can feel how the poor feels when they're hungry, and that we should always be grateful. Easy enough to explain to my girls. Will start Humaira on half day puasa next year. All my daughters woke up @ 5am when they were infants, sahur with us too.. eating their baby cereals hahaha.. LOL reminiscing the past memories...

Trying to do Terawih and reading the Qur'an but its practically impossible with all the screaming and howling.. Goodness! May Allah forgive me... Feels tired everytime after break fast... Energy drained.. Just want to sleep but my girls are not sleepy yet... Couldn't open my eyes... Only when Hubby's home, i can rest..

May Allah forgive me for not fulfilling my duties during this holy month... I pray that i can make up for all of this soon...

XOXO, PoshieMama

Anniversary & Birthdays!!!

2010-08-07T21:22:00.001+08:00

August is the month we go broke celebrating hahaha... So many family members are born in Aug! (me included)
What's more important is that my 5th anniversary falls on my bdae too.. =D

After a yr of knowing each other, 2 yrs being engaged, and now 5 yrs of marriage with 3 kids, our life is sure full of stories to share! My plain boring life was replaced with joy and loads of laughter after meeting Nazri.. No other guy can ever do the things he does for me though of course there were flaws but still, i don't think i can ever find another man like him. Guys nowadays are just shallow minded.. Pray that my siblings will meet their other half that can bring them as much happiness like mine did..

This 5th yr anniversary i promise him that it will be just us celebrating.. No more kids or phonecalls to interupt us.. We have reached the first step to forever togetherness, till death do us part.

XOXO, PoshieMama

Thank God for that..

2010-07-21T21:09:00.000+08:00

Just got off the phone with Dila.. I'm so happy for her.. thank god they have talked it out.. Still no engagement but at least they're on good terms..

The problem? miscommunication.. but hey, even married couples have that problem.. So, i'm glad things worked out okay.. Will they be together again? i dunno.. Will see how it goes from there... till then, i'll still keep watch over my sister... -.-

XOXO, PoshieMama

What?!

2010-07-21T20:00:00.000+08:00

Called Mum to ask abt clothes, Dila answered the phone and she broke down.. Was so shocked i was speechless. So, he decided to break off.. Guess its better he said it BEFORE the engagement.. Nevertheless, its heartbreaking to see her cry like that.. i mean they have been together for like 4 yrs++..

Hope things will turn out better for her.. Maybe she'll meet a better guy who can comfort her in many ways that he can't. I pray that she will be strong enough to overcome this.. Its alrite sis, we will always stand behind you no matter what..

XOXO, PoshieMama

Dila Tunang

2010-07-20T15:45:00.001+08:00

Yay! Dila's gonna get engaged next weekend! So happy for her.. They've been together for 5 yrs, almost... Weird that Wan and her got to meet their partner the same year i got married.. So cliche...

Anyway, couldn't find the right clothes for me to wear on that day.. Urgh... Hubby at work today, couldn't ask him for help.. Wonder if there's a colour theme for us family dat day.. need to ask Mak..

Wan planned to go for pre-marriage course after raya... Good for him.. Maybe it'll be next year like he said it would.. Dila probably in two yrs time.. Hope everything will go as planned.. Can't wait for my sibs to go to the next level... So exciting!!!

Oookay... You're going hysterical Ain.. Chill...

See you guys next weekend!

XOXO, PoshieMama

Family Business

2010-07-11T19:45:00.000+08:00

It's going to be busy every weekend as i had to wake up extra early ard 5am to cook for the family before i go out. Wanted to go by myself but Hubby insisted in chauffering me as i have 2 places to go to. He said it's a family business and he's will sacrifice for me.. Aww... The poor girls will have to be woken early to go for the car ride. But Mummy has bought them nursery rhymes cds for entertainment so everything went well.

Wonder how long i have to wait for the expo. It's gonna take a while coz puasa is coming and soon it will be raya. Hopefully there's one in Sept. Cannot wait to get bz!

I do think its the best way for us as a family as i have to look after the girls. At least, they'll be guided AND i get to do my things. They won't be neglected NO MORE. Sigh, i do envy mothers with 1 or 2 children. No use moping around now. Have to move on.. Oh well, hope this business will boom!

XOXO, PoshieMama

Wedding Coordinator..

2010-07-06T07:45:00.003+08:00

I've always LOVED weddings... They are just so blissful.. But there are always problems no matter how big or small... Every wedding i went to, the bride and groom always look lost like they don't know what to do next. They'd probably thought Mak Andam does the work.. Hell, she only does the make-up and help with the clothes and accessories but thats it!

I want to do something about that! Couldn't stand it.. So i decided to be a wedding coordinator.. Someone who GUIDES the bride and groom on their wedding day.. Wedding is very serious matter coz that 1 day can just ruin a marriage if we're not careful. Most of the bridal vendors are out to just suck the money out of young couples who wants nothing else other than their dream wedding to come true, before the start of a happy marriage.

I'm doing it because of my passion to see couples become man and wife. Sure, i've done lots like nursing, hairdressing and other stuff but this is something i find like a calling to me heheh.. Most importantly, Hubby supports my idea.. And it turns out that there's no wedding coordinator yet for malay bridals. We'll see how it turns out for now.. Hopefully my business will boom! :)

XOXO, PoshieMama

Crisis

2010-06-26T19:15:00.003+08:00

Only after 3 months of being a working mom i just have to quit my job.. They weren't transparent with me during the interview abt on-call duty.. Too bad, i couldn't stay.. Anyways, Hubby was pissed coz i stayed up till only 8pm and slept till 6 the next morning.. Didn't really spent much time with the girls too.. Was dead tired everytime i came back home.. Good thing i left too..

Well, back to square 1 :P... Hubby is grinning like cheshire cat now that i'm back as SAHM.. Maybe i'll pursue another career after Shaura starts school... Will see how it goes.. Can never tell what i'll be next hehe..

Speaking of Shaura, my lazy bum-bum still refuses to walk, and has no teeth yet! She's a toothless toddler! Was contemplating on whether i should bring her to the dentist or to the doctor.. She really different, this one!

Aaahh.. At least i get to do things at my own pace now.. No more morning rush!

XOXO, PoshieMama

Family Vacation

2010-06-15T09:00:00.000+08:00

Its been almost 2 wks since i've gone to Genting.. So bz these days could not even upload photos until recently. It was fun going out with BFF and the kids.Only thing was the fights, the cries, the frustration...etc
Anyways, the girls LOVE the rides. Hubby rode the ferris wheel and carousel till the rides close down for the day... Worth the unlimited rides tix... Would definitely do that again...

Dila & Mas left for the Down Under yest evening.. Wishing so badly i could go too.. Its been 5 yrs since i've got on the plane.. If only time could fly faster so me n Hubby can go travelling for honeymoons...

XOXO, PoshieMama

School Hols is here!!

2010-05-23T20:30:00.002+08:00

Hooray! School hols = Mummies on vacation!!! This year will be extra special coz Mummy will bring along her mummy-buddy Auntie Siti and it's going to be our first trip overseas (or should i say over the Causeway) with kids!

Will bring two out of three to Genting for their fav Carousel rides.. Won't be bringing Shaura, not out of cruelty but becoz she couldn't get on all those rides just yet.. Will definitely bring her next time... As in the standard itinery, we will then move down to KL for shopping!

Feeling excited... Will pack this coming weekend.. Hope the car boot is spacious enough for all those luggages, diapers and milk!

XOXO, PoshieMama

Shaura turns 1!

2010-05-15T10:00:00.001+08:00

Wow, can still vividly remember the time when i gave birth to her... And she'll be turning 1 soon.. Can never forget that day....

18/05/2009
4am      : Zulaikha asks for milk. Cramps started again... Chatted with Mum at dining table.
4.30am : Cramps got worse but tolerable.
5am      : Woke Hubby up. " Let's just go to KK and see how it goes from there.."
5.30am : Reached KK delivery suite. "Oh! You're in labour.. Let's get you in.."
5.45am : Settled in bed, seething in pain, nurses preparing the trolley, doctor not in yet...
6 am     : "Alright now, time to push..."
6.15am : Out comes our little wailer Shaura Farueza =) hehe...

Gaving birth to her was the most painful experience i've ever had but i guess maybe its because she's the biggest among the three hehe.. She is unique in her own way, from her looks to her personality.. Love every minute playing with her.. Can never kiss her enough and so far no one has beaten her record for "Gelek Queen" hahaha....

Her first birthday will be a special one of course just like her other two sis... All my princesses have given me joy and never fails to surprise me.. Love them very much...

XOXO, PoshieMama

Sickling

2010-05-08T09:15:00.001+08:00

Hate being sick.. The whole Adam crew got bitten by the flu bug and one by one we handed in our MCs... Felt like i was in the first trimester again... Not that i'm pregnant *touchwood* Hell, there's NO way i'm going thru that route again...

Feeling better now, left with the cough that wouldn't go away just yet... Tomm will be mother's day... Hearing the dedications made in the radio had me crying my eyes out...

Hope my girls will appreciate the sacrifice i've done for them.. Being a mother of three now, i realised that there's nothing much left for me except to grow old and watch my daughters achieve their dreams and be successful. Their future is more important than mine... My purpose now is just to help Hubby increase our financial income and to guide our girls the best we can in terms of education and morale. Kids nowadays have lack of guidance and discipline.. Not a good start at all if they want to achieve the best in life, especially when Singapore is such a competitive country..

Alright, enough pep talk for now.. Gtg celebrate Mother's Day first.. Wishing all our beautiful supermothers out there a very Happy Mother's Day!!

XOXO, PoshieMama

First Paycheck!!!

2010-04-25T06:50:00.002+08:00

Sucks to be a morning person... Woke up at 4am coz Shaura was coughing her head off and now still awake coz couldn't sleep anymore after waking up at 6 am every morning for work..Thank god for dramas to watch to past the time..

Yesterday i got my first paycheck!! Hehe.. After two yrs, getting a paycheck sounds like Heaven... Blanja-ing the family today.. Thanking them for looking after my lil girls... and tolerating them.. Everyone was excited.. Wan also wants to treat coz he received bonus so we both decided to foot the bill.. Dad suggested the naked fish shoppe... Wanna take lotsa pics of happy faces...

XOXO, PoshieMama

Daddy Daycare!

2010-04-11T11:00:00.000+08:00

Mum left for bangkok for a week and its was all up to daddy to care for all three. He'd done well i must say. Even offered to fetch me from work. Now when he has to work the next day, he wants to pack lunch from home. Cooked his lunches too. So proud of him hehe... Thank god i had idiot-proof recipes in kitchen. Trust him not to make much mess in there.

Work was tiring as usual, but will still play with the girls when back at home.. Miss them lots while at work. Spent time with them as much as possible in weekend.

BFF Fiza gave birth last wed. Chubby!! Like golf balls in cheeks! Face like daddy, in fact both her sons look like their daddy... Happy for her..

This month felt like february.. 2 relatives got married and 1 getting engaged... Bitten by lovebug yet?

XOXO,
PoshieMama

White in Wedding!

2010-04-02T18:57:00.000+08:00

Felt like a year since i've last been to a wedding.. Tomm will be Hubby's cuzzie wedding. They all planned to wear white. Got the girls dresses to wear, they look like flower girls... Pass them those baskets pls...hehe...

Hubby's buddy getting married next weekend too. He's practically like a brother. Friends from childhood.. He was our best man.. Glad it is his turn now but too bad Hubby couldn't return the favour.

Excited to celebrate the wedding tomm. Have always love weddings.. A reunion of two strangers no more...

XOXO,
PoshieMama

Whew... What a week!

2010-03-27T15:14:00.000+08:00

Started work on wed, got to know great collegues and how to handle the new stress.. Juz got back from half day work... Chaotic job dealing with international patients requests.. First time doing office job hee... As long as i get off on a public hol i'm cool with that..

Was knocked out on the 2nd day of work.. Slept from 8pm to 7am, too tired hehe... But i'm okay now.. Body has adjusted... Lucky got cool collegues to joke ard and ask for help...

Missed being with the girls.. Happy to come home from work juz to see their smiling faces and hear funny stories from Mum... Glad she's doing well.. Dunno if i can apply for childcare leave when she's in Bangkok..
Must thank Wak Jah coz she volunteer to care for the girls when we have to work that week..

Happy with this job i'd say.. Will see how it goes from here.. Meanwhile i must ENJOY this weekend ;)

XOXO,
PoshieMama

Back To Work!

2010-03-18T21:00:00.045+08:00

Thank God Hubby could take leave the wk Mum go on holiday... At least, i get to accept the job offer without hesitating... Nobody has to worry abt the girls now... Maybe worry abt Hubby heh...

Job offer was good... Office hours, gd pay, i'm all for it... Ready to get back to the force now haha.. Pray the girls will be alright... Hubby's scared i might get strayed.. Crazy man.. No way will i ever look at hopeless men.. Not to say i'm a feminist but please, all those mamats are such eyesore... My girls better have great taste...

Oookay, talking nonsense already.. Gotta go.. Catfight happening right now... Urgggh!!!

XOXO,
PoshieMama

That's The Way It Is

2010-03-16T09:52:00.000+08:00

Came back from honeymoon last weekend... The scenery was nice, comes with a touche of french ambience... Just nice for us...

The whole gang got sick last Jan and now the bug had bitten us again... Not a good start for the year.. Blamed the crazy weather..

School holiday has begun and its time for us family to enjoy each other's company.. Its gonna be craaaaazy!!! And everywhere will be crowded too.. Oh well, as long as the girls are happy, i'm happy too :)

XOXO,
PoshieMama

Just Great!

2010-03-01T17:08:00.000+08:00

Just when the weather gets sweltering hot, my fan died on me...But its okay... Buy a new fan, problem solved... Then my mum gave me the news that if i were to work, i would have to wait till she comes back from her Bangkok trip in april before i can start.. WTH?! That means i have to refuse all my job offers and go for interviews again when the time comes.. Hubby also says that he's currently studying so he couldn't attend to the kids much... Might as well give up on the idea of working altogether...

Sigh... Can't do much about it i guess... I know my mum can't cope with three... Mum in law has to work for her medical treatment fees.. Guess i just have to be a stay-at-home mum till my girls can fend for themselves... I hate the costs of living here... Its turning us penniless... Urgh!!! Hubby better do well in sch so we all can survive this insanity... Sigh, and he finishes his bond in 2014... Righhhhttt....

Just have to do with what we have right now... Its less than four years Ain... Its okay... Take it slow... Hmmph...

XOXO,
PoshieMama

Honeymooning! WooHoo!

2010-02-19T16:31:00.001+08:00

Alright, after i became emo a while ago, we made up... We are going for our 2nd official honeymoon... Can't wait... Thanking Mum loads who immediately volunteered to care for them three and also agreeing that we both need to take a break but of course its also with the help of my sis, Mas... Had to say the timing was just right.. Mas will be on a school break :)

Tomm is gonna be a bz day coz we'll be celebrating Zulaikha Qistina's 2nd bday! Time flies so fast but we both know we wish it could be faster coz we'd rather be mentally strained than be physically strained by them.. Got a party to prepare... Bz bz bz...

Oh yeah, hope i can start my job after my honeymoon coz i need it!

XOXO,
PoshieMama

When kids got in the way....

2010-02-13T13:17:00.000+08:00

Always fought with Hubby when it comes to the girls... He thought he's the only one who is angry or the only one who is tired.. Did he ever think that i'd be the one who should feel more angry and tired and even gotten sick of children altogether?

Sometimes he made me so pissed off that i gave him the silent treatment... Couldn't be bothered to talk if it'll only fuel my anger... And i thought kids are SUPPOSED to bring marriages together hah! I think its time we go for a honeymoon and get to know one another again.. Married for 4 yrs yet it feels like the person who sleeps next to me is not the person i had married...

Shit... This is bad.. REALLY need to go clear my head...

XOXO,
PoshieMama

Had Enough!

2010-01-15T13:23:00.000+08:00

I'm in a very pissed off mood here... And i'm sure i have the right to be coz how could any woman afford to marry and give their all only to be left cheated and hurt in return... That was never the point to get married in the first place.. What is it with men going around happily flirting with other women not even thinking abt their wives waiting for them to return at hm.. Why get married in the first place?

All of what was left are women who are afraid to fall in love again... coz history may repeat itself.. And she will never feel like herself again coz her heart was broken.. She'll be physically, mentally and spiritually down... Practically her whole life is ruined.. And to get back up is no easy task.. Even when you have a lot of ppl who support you...

Can't stand all of this crap.. For all those women out there... Make sure to give a very hard time for the man who wants to be with you... If he 's persistant in doing it, then maybe he's the one for you.. Good Luck..

XOXO,
PoshieMama

Start Of A New Year

2009-12-27T12:56:00.000+08:00

Received requests from families and friends asking me to blog again and i guess i do have the time now to do so since my precious first is going to sch, so there's time for me to blog :)

I'm so happy & excited for my one and only bro who is getting engaged this new yr.. Poor thing.. well, i assumed all couples who are getting married wouldn't really know how to prepare for their big day; so i offered to help him... Personally i do love wedding preparations.. they're so much fun to do! Just hope i can help make it a special one for him..

Everybody knows my precious first Humaira Darwisya is going to sch for the first time in her life.. i hope she'll survive the first week.. Kids can be cruel so i want to make sure she's strong mentally and physically.. not to get into a fight of course! :P

Lots of family members and friends getting married in 2010.. So happy for them.. May their marriage bring them everlasting love and happiness..

XOXO,
PoshieMama